I thought everything was gonna be fine in our section. But I was wrong. It was kinda hard for me switching groups of friends every now and then not really knowing what's wrong with this and that. As now I am a class attendance monitor, I found myself finally learning to be independent of other people's instructions but still a young 6-year old when it comes to friends. I still want to keep those I have made forever. As if they're my life. I never want to leave their side and I never want them to leave mine. It's just that I've grown a little too attached to my second year buddies that I made myself narrow minded to having them alone. I guess this is what they meant by saying that in high school, we make friendships that shall live one til the rest our lives. I love my friends. And I wanna show them too that I can make them love me and be proud of me that I wouldn't go bugging them during breaks just to keep updated about their lives when I knew myself we met like two periods ago. I guess I'm a little overreacting but this is just how I feel.